I'm not telling

I have a secret I think you should know
I have a secret it's you who I want to show
I have a secret it starts in the dark
I have a secret I felt something and seen sparks
I have a secret I'm going to let you in
I have a secret it's a secret love
I have a secret 1st it begins
I'm not telling not a word out of me
I'm not telling because I have no cares
I have a secret I was there
I have a secret but I disappeared
I have a secret i lost a world
I have a secret I missed a lot of time
I have a secret I should have made sure the secret was mine's
I have a secret it will complete you
I'm not telling not a word out of me
I'm not telling because I'm fighting the old me
I have a secret its has to be a secret love
I have a secret your not alone
I have a secret I want to tell
I'm not telling not a word out of me
I'm not telling even though it hurts me
I'm not telling the secret
The secret is I want to tell the secret I love you